This morning I recalled some advice from a friend. The advice is 6 months old:
Nova: "My practice is small, but it's growing. However, I'm not a Tantra kind of person. A teacher said to my class "these modern times call for strong magic, Tantra gives us that", and that makes sense. But I still don't think it's for me. I don't know where to go next. I feel like I need a teacher, but I don't think I'm in the right place. But what other place is there?"
Nova's Friend: "Take Refuge Vows, Consider Your Heart, Practice. Then see what happens."
I didn't know what to do with that 6 months ago. This morning, maybe I do.
My commitment is small, but it's growing.