close to two

My sweetheart Elwood (who sometimes goes by Woody, but really likes being called Ellie) is getting so close to being two years old. 

hoarding in miniature

It's really obvious to me where suffering comes from. It comes from living in a state where half the time I think I'm just too precious and simply wonderful, and the other half I'm belittling myself and soaked in doubt. I notice that I live this way.